I'm sorry....

I am sorry that I haven't returned a text/voice message.  

I just can't talk about it without losing control.  

I miss her so much.  I miss her a 1000x today.

At night is worst.  

And by night I mean about 4pm (when I usually got home) until the next morning.

I just can't believe how fast it went.

And I will never see her again.

I am getting help, though. 

I hope it works even 1%.