Better....

Lily's mood has improved. She said the "radiation" pain has slightly lowered. It kept her in bed all day, though. The main culprit is not being ever able to get comfortable. Ever.

Lily said that while she cannot fall asleep lying in bed, she caught a series of catnaps sitting on the floor or the toilet or in the fetal position on the bedroom floor. She even passed out on a chaise outdoor chair we have on our shaded balcony off of the upstairs bedroom. She said it's a very weird sleep.

The thing I continue to notice is the constant talking in her sleep. She's never done that before. I like hearing it but at the same it scares the hell out of me.

During this journey, there has been constant worry when the cancer will spread to her brain. Chemo will only keep that from happening. For a while. Just a while. Fuck me. I think I'm done writing for the night.

I'm gonna attach a picture of Lucy I just took who is watching me get emotional as I type this. Ignorance is bliss.