Small Update

Lily's mom just emailed me:

"It's almost 11:00, haven't heard from Lily.....starting to worry...don't want to call and wake her, but.....I'm worried.....not sure what to do....It seems like she takes her pain meds around 1:00pm at least she has the last 2 days....Thinking maybe that would be a good time to check on her...planning on just stopping over, not calling...maybe I'll be able to check without waking her...

This is a tough call.....

Dr said the radiation pain should get a little better everyday, and she should feeling better by the week-end....that's a lot of days to be struggling......I know she is miserable, and wants to be left alone.....but, what if she needs help......

I am starting to feel overwhelmed.....

You don't need to answer, I'm just venting.....I'll get back to you later....."

It's 12:30 pm now.  It's pretty hard to concentrate on my work after reading this.  But I've decided to keep compartmentalizing this stuff.  

Or at least try to.